I HAVEN’T BLOGGED FOR A LONG TIME, TOO BUSY VLOGGING I
GUESS.
WHILE MY VLOG DEALS WITH MORE SERIOUS ISSUES THAT I THINK
NEED ADDRESSING, MY BLOG, IS MORE PERSONAL, IT IS TIME FOR PERSONAL TIME.
IT IS FUNNY HOW PEOPLE USE THE EYES MORE THAN THE MIND. SOME
PEOPLE SEE YOU ON A SCREEN OR IN A MAGAZINE, THEY HEAR YOUR OPINION ON ONE OF
THE MANY TOPICS IN LIFE, AND THEY PUT YOU IN A FUCKING BOX AND FEEL THEY KNOW
YOU. I MUST CURSE THAT BOX, THAT BOX IS CANCER, THAT BOX IS GARBAGE. THE ONLY
WAY TO FIT INTO A BOX IS TO CUT OFF PARTS OF YOUR REAL SHAPE, AND BECOME THE
DIMENSIONS OF THE BOX. THE ONLY WAY TO STAY IN THE BOX IS TO NEVER GROW, AND
THE ONLY WAY TO GET OUT OF THE BOX IS TO KEEP GROWING, TO LET YOUR BRANCHES
STRETCH AS FAR AS THEY WANT TO GO. THIS IS SERIOUS. FUCK, AND I DON’T MEAN
INTENSE SEX WITH SOMEONE YOU CARE ABOUT, THAT BOX!!!
TODAY I WOKE UP AN AMAZING WOMAN.
TODAY I TASTED AWESOME IN THE MINERAL SALT WATER OF THE SEA.
AND I HAVE COME HOME TRIUMPHANT
NOW I SIP LEMON GRASS TEA.
TODAY I SAW LIFE IS ABSENT
IN PURE WHITE COUCHES
SWIMMING POOLS AND CAGED BIRDS
AND DEATH IS PRESENT
IN APPEARANCES THAT DO NOT HOLD UP THEMSELVES
SO I HAVE DECIDED NOT TO KEEP UP
WITH DYING
NOT TODAY.
AND I SAW LIFE WAVE TO ME
AND CARESS MY FEET IN CLEAR POOLS OF COOL GOODNESS
AND ADORN MY HEAD WITH HOT KISSES THAT WARMED MY MIND
SUNSHINE
NOW I SHINE
ALIVE
A LIFE
IS NOT DEFINED IN THINGS NOT LIVING
KISS THE LIVING WATER
STARE AT THE LIVING SAND
FALL IN LOVE WITH THE CARESSES
SEE THE BEAUTY IN THE LAND
THEY CAME AND CONQUERED BUT THEY DIDN’T FIND JOY
THEY CAME AND PLUNDERED BUT THEY DIDN’T FIND JOY
THE STOLE AND WONDERED FOR THEY DIDN’T FIND JOY
BUT I FOUND IT IN 40 MINUTES OF SUNSHINE
AND A CUP OF TEA THAT WAS ABSOLUTELY FREE.
LEMONGRASS TEA TASTES LIKE 3 TYPES OF BEAUTIFUL. THEY ALSO
CALL IT FEVER GRASS IT IS GOOD FOR MANY THINGS, GOOGLE IT. SEASON SOMETHING
WITH IT, ADD A STALK OF IT TO A CURRY. LIFE IS IN THESE HERBS, LIFE IS NEVER
GOING TO BE IN A PACKET. NEVER.
TODAY I GREET YOU WITH GRATITUDE FOR LIFE, AND REMIND YOU,
THAT IF THERE IS A CURSEWORD YOU THINK IS WORSE THAN THE F WORD, THAT IS WHAT
YOU SAY TO THE BOX. WE ARE DIVERSE, AND WE DESERVE FREEDOM. WE HAVE CHOICE AND
IT IS OUR RIGHT TO CHOOSE, OF COURSE WE FACE THE CONSEQUENCES OF OUR ACTIONS, OR
THE BENEFITS, SO THINK, WITH YOUR SUN KISSED BRAIN, BREATHE IN SOME FRESH AIR,
AND BE.
ONE LOVE.
